Chaotabun

2011-01-04T07:42:00.000-08:00

I love my job
I love my job
I love my job
I love my job
I love my job

2011-01-02T07:04:00.000-08:00

It hurts when you fall sick :(

2010-12-31T10:08:00.000-08:00

Just ended my countdown gathering at Julian's penthouse with GFIC, Jace and Joseph. Had fun talking about everything under the sun and rehearsing for Star Search. I am not quite sure if I want to upload those crazy videos. We were so confident that the moment we shouted happy new year, the fireworks would appear. But we missed by 10 sec, happily. Then a call came. Ahemjoelahem said Happy new year in a very act-cute tone, and demanded for a banana in pyjamas to start off his year 2011. Yes, he's defintely sober.

Hello 2011.

2010-12-30T19:42:00.000-08:00

Joel asked me this qn just before I got off his car. What if he comes up to you one day and say that he doesnt love you anymore, would you be heartbroken?

Alvan, Eileen and Mich were sitting at the backseat, trying to analyse how the human digestive system works :) How we are always trying so hard to keep our solid waste in one line, and not break the momentum when we defacate.

Thanksgiving party was awesome. Zeng An and I wore similar shirts unexpectedly and Joanne commented "You guys really tgt ah?" I was on the verge of bursting out laughing. Oh! And I simply like the Nike bottle that Alvan bought for the gift exchange.

Year 2010 has been good and 2011 will be better.
Counting down at Julian's rooftop later! :)

2010-12-29T08:18:00.001-08:00

I was standing there, listening to my ipod and tada! Someone familiar boarded the train and it took me some time to recall. WONG ZENG AN! My long lost cousin from NYC. Ok, I am making it sound like he lived there for years but anyway... It's so good to see him :)) Whenever we meet each other, we'll end up in a who-can-talk-more-or-faster competition, unknowingly. Typical conversation, brands and family. As you can see, brands are always the priority in our conversation, followed by family updates. Oh well

Had constipation :( Tried all sorts of methods. Apple Cidar, Tons of diff types of fruits and vege, water, exercising, yoghurt. On the verge of getting lactulose(Whatever you call it)from pharmacy. I can feel the toxic building up in my body. EW.
MILK TEA SAVES THE DAY!

THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY

And there goes my block leave. Not quite sure if I enjoyed it.

2010-12-27T02:03:00.000-08:00

TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY

2010-12-26T07:17:00.000-08:00

I really am starting to get turned off. It's not about what others say but what I've seen for myself during this period of time.

Going for lunch w Jia, guardian and Vanessa tml. Meals are never too expensive when Vanessa is around ;)I can do with some nice Italian food now because I spent my dinner time arguing with mom.

Oh! And cousin is back from NYC :) It's gg to be reunion dinner + CNY soon. We are gg to do up our hair and take lotsa photos. I am so looking forward to the non-stop laughters and 8 hrs of crapping. The thought of meeting my relatives is getting me excited. HEH :)

MONDAY
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY

2010-12-23T17:40:00.000-08:00

It's so good to see HSLD and Sue Sue :))

8 days to go :(

2010-12-10T02:57:00.000-08:00

I am trying so hard to fight back my tears.
I really hated myself.

2010-11-27T19:51:00.000-08:00

Your text prayer was the first thing I saw when I woke up. I looked into the mirror and found myself tearing with joy. All I wanted to say is Thank you Lord.

Attended Treasure and Wan Teng's water baptism ytd. CONGRATS! It's gg to be my turn soon :)))))

No idea why. I feel super duper blessed and happy this week! LOVE LOVE everyone!

2010-11-20T05:34:00.000-08:00

As usual, I was sitting alone in the room, looking down at my notes before the day starts.

"Hey bro, thanks for the breakfast!" He shouted after him.
I looked up and saw a guy in his white shirt and black pants. Typical was the first word that came to my mind.
He walked into the classroom and gave a dont-worry-about-it gesture and left in a hurry.
He didnt see me.
Just one glance and I concluded that this unfriendly-looking guy is always fighting against time.

2010-11-19T06:04:00.000-08:00

Wan Ying is a happy girl because she gets all the attention in the world when she is sick.

There are simply so many things that I want to do. Here it goes:
Dental next month - booked
Tau Huey - promised by Joel this sunday. YAYNESS!
Cameron Highlands - in discussion
Chill and talk - anywhere is fine
Baking - no time
Stroll to East Coast at night - soon :))

Just bought a new dress from TOPSHOP, La Source handcream from Crabtree and Evenlyn and pampered myself with manicure. It's just perfect.

I am so thankful to God for every little things every day in my life.

2010-11-17T05:35:00.000-08:00

The moment I took out my pen and wrote that piece of cheque, I felt delivered :)
I am glad I am no longer dependent on you, like how I used to be. But still, I want to thank you for being there for me when I needed you.

I really wish you could do something better with your life.

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Putting God first.
Never ever skip CG.
Never to turn sour or bitter.

I'm glad you said that to me.

2010-11-16T17:22:00.000-08:00

I am counting down from 7.

I needed someone like you to see me through so that I can hide my face in the bush that night. It was embarrassing but I can tell how smart and sensitive you were. I am amazed.

Daddy doesnt know that he has been paying for my hp bills since donkey months ago because the GIRO didnt get through :) EVIL

So little time but so many things to be completed. :(

2010-11-14T01:27:00.001-08:00

I didnt know where was this heading to and I had no confidence. I struggled with the thought of coming clean. Though I was tempted but I held back because Joel said no. That's probably the best choice I made yesterday.

It was the nicest thing he ever said to me so far and that explains a lot. I wasnt expectating an answer but I should have seen it coming. Everything seems to be in the light all of a sudden and I want to keep things as the way it is.

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SCB DnD was crazy. Never had such a crazy night in my entire life before. It's not just about the DnD, it was what happened after the event. It simply was an eye opener for me and all I can tell myself is Welcome to the world.

I cant seem to upload the photos from my ip and I am so lazy to do it from my computer. :(

2010-11-09T06:42:00.000-08:00

Bali trip was good. I was too lazy to plan for anything except for horse riding, hence I've decided to make this trip a relaxing one.

After we landed at Bali Airport, the taxi driver wanted to scam us 100 000 rupiah for a 5 min ride to the hotel. Eventually, we managed to get it at 60 000 rupiah. Went Jimbaran beach for seafood dinner. The price of the seafood coupled with the amazing sunset view was breathtaking. Expensive and beautiful. We were so in love with the sweet soy sauce that we went to Carrefour to get it after dinner. Thank God we managed to get a driver during the last day, else I really do not know where to visit in Bali.

Went shopping on the 2nd day at Kuta Square, visited the beach. Popped by Hard Rock and got a shirt for Joel. (So expensive can!) Saw familiar shops around so it made me feel home. Went for horse riding. One word, amazing. The horses are so beautiful. My buttocks hurt so badly after the 2 hour sunset ride on the volcanic sand beach and padi fields. Went for dinner at an Italian restaurant. That is perhaps the cheapest dinner we had over the past 3 nights.

Travelled 2 hours to Ubud to try their babi guling, in other words suckling pork rice. Didnt really enjoy it. Stopped for some local delicacy shopping, and DFS Galleria and ended with dinner at Jimbaran again because we just cant seem to forget the sweet sauce with calamari. Driver asked if we would like to look for "boyfriend" after dinner but we decided to head back to hotel instead. Good girls.

Realising that I did not buy anything for myself, I returned to Hard Rock on my last day and got cousin and I a Tee. SUPER EXPENSIVE LA! I wiped out all my money so lunch was on Si Jia :)

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Guess who's the first person I called when I landed? My covering buddy RM. I cant believe it.

Whats worst? Someone texted me and asked about work instead of my trip. How disheartening. I dont know what more to say.

Anyway there are so many outstanding issues for me to settle tml. So back to reality again.

2010-11-02T09:08:00.001-07:00

I was so glad that I finally got it off my chest.

I did something so wrong today and I felt really bad about it. I really shouldnt have done it and now I am regretting it. Hate this mixed feeling.

2010-11-01T07:50:00.000-07:00

Took a romantic stroll home alone and the presence of God came over me. I started to wonder what do I want in life. At the age of 20, I've got nothing to lose. Time is on my side and I was constantly reminded about king David's legacy. Never despise your youth and you can do great things for God at a young age. That's one of the reason why i've decided to enter the working industry.

I know what I want in life. When I saw a couple sitting on the stairs, crying and talking about some stuff, it reminded me something. Beneath that beautiful veil, there will be many trials and testing. God showed me 2 sides of life. The veil, which represents the beautiful surface that portrays a perfect and blissful life. I turned my head and saw another scene which brought me back to reality. And this is something that I do not like, at least not something I am handle at my age. Isnt it amazing how our creative God can speak to us?

I do not want to go through what I've been through. Coping with bitterness that was caused by unfaithfulness. Allowing my head to rule my heart or my heart to rule my head. No more mind games. I need someone who is God fearing, mature, older in age, able to lead me and I want to stay submissive to him. I desire commitment. Staying submissive tends to be one of the hardest to cope with because I know I tend to rule, sadly. I am sorry that you are just not the guy that I am looking for. It's easier to cope being single though sometimes, I do get tempted but getting attached shouldnt be a trend. I do not want to go through all the heartbreaks and I am weary of it. I would rather stay single and get infatuated over and over again than to get attached and ended breaking up. I hope you understand that this post is for you. I'm sorry to have hurt you but I dont give 2nd chances because you are not the one. So please stop wasting your time on me and I hope I dont have to say this out to you personally.

2010-10-30T09:25:00.000-07:00

Just came back from a wedding. Dont you feel like getting married whenever you see your friends getting married. But the thought of having kids and being tied down is a bit turn off. At least for now...

It's getting irritating. I wonder if I should clarify myself.

I hate to play mind games.

2010-10-29T07:23:00.000-07:00

I am still pondering over what Jesher said ytd
Which is harder? For guys to struggle with staying faithful or girls to get over bitterness?

2010-10-28T09:44:00.000-07:00

My day didnt started out well. But I was glad I went out with Jesher for dinner because I felt a whole lot better after that.
We went to a korean restaurant and ordered tons and tons of dishes. I think we were the only ones laughing so loudly in the restaurant.
Had Ice cream and took a long stroll to Raffles Place.

I've learnt so much from him. From spiritual matters to relationship issues.
We talked about loving people fervently and the revelations that he had which I cant agree more.
I am glad that we had the conversation because it's been so long since I've talked about spiritual matters.

Thank you Lord :)

2010-10-23T21:07:00.000-07:00

I am not someone who believes in horoscope.
For once, it was a total spot on.
I can't help but to agree with what is written.

2010-10-17T07:05:00.001-07:00

I am having second thoughts about Uni.
I need a direction from God.

2010-10-14T08:30:00.000-07:00

Booked my Bali flight + hotel today :)
Such a fruitful day.
Flight was quite exp because of the high demand
Thank God that the USD dropped below support level of 1.30 so now I have all the reason to change my SGD to USD instead of Rupiah.
I hope it continues dropping.

TRAVELLING AGAIN!

I want to go BKK in Dec, again.
and maybe I'll go Redang next year to get PADI certification so I can join the SCB Scuba club.

2010-10-11T06:59:00.000-07:00

I hate to feel bloated because it makes me feel fat :(

I was so sleepy today so I knocked off on time. Waited an hour for my bus and not even one came so the bus stop was super crowded and I thought I could faint from the aroma. All the buses came in a string which made me annoyed because my sleep was deprived.

Shall go sleep now

2010-10-10T09:35:00.000-07:00

Someone said I didnt update my blog for ages so here it goes:

Dinner at Brusselsprouts ytd was great though I puke 3 times. Thank God for Michelle who walked me to my door step.

Had a soup feast with Janice, Jesher and Julian today. 5 different campbell soups with baguette, tuna and salmon with biscuits. Orange juice and durians :) YUM

I feel fat now

2010-09-18T08:51:00.000-07:00

Eason's concert was good though 80% of his songs was heard for the first time mainly because it was in cantonese.

I wish I could go travelling on my own. For many many months... Just like what my colleague did.
For once, I felt like abandoning everything that I have for something new.
Cause my mom is driving me nuts almost every day.

I live for God and myself only.

2010-09-17T10:21:00.000-07:00

I was so so so busy that I missed out texts and sorry if I didnt reply, or replied a few days later.
Even after all the exams are over, I had to worry bout fundamental issues.
Really thank God that everything is over. FINALLY.
And I am reporting to sixth avenue on monday!!! :D BEAMS

I just ordered a longchamp :) Turned out to be a reward instead of comfort gift. It's to congratulate myself for going through the horrendous 6 weeks of training.

GFIC and AIC were so worried for me. THANK YOU LOVE! We always have expensive meals whenever we go out! Shld go back Dempsey!

Went Brusselssprout at graduation dinner with 30 bankers. Nv had such an exp dinner before. It was good. :)

Best friend called at such great timing. She had a pair of tix to Eason's concert tml!! :) Just after I got my deployment news. Felt so blessed after all that anxiousness.

I've got 1001 things to do. But so little time.

2010-09-10T07:22:00.000-07:00

Today was a fruitful day :)
1 hr of bar chor mee wait with AIC JOEL and GFIC!
3 hrs of teo heng
unproductive study at GFIC house cause we FB a lil and laughed a lot
CG
HOME!

And in the midst of my drowsiness, I left my file in Joel's car so I cant revise tonight.

Very tired but I have to press on and study with one aim, that is to pass my wealth test next week :) Please pray for me...

Joel's parents are prolly the coolest parents I know on earth

2010-09-09T11:03:00.000-07:00

Our scores are as volatile as it could be. If not for the FX challenge, we would have perform very well. Did well today. Happy.

GFIC and Joel waited for me till 1030pm in the car today :) Was so surprised that GFIC came along. Then we went to have dinner and some drinks at holland V. It was good and I am contented.

I'll be meeeting them in 7 hrs time. Shall go to bed now. It's 2 am and I am sleepy.

2010-09-07T09:13:00.000-07:00

Of all days, why did I/we do so badly? It's my cousin's 3 yr salvation ann. Pls dont get me wrong, I am vv happy for him but I am devastated bout the results at the same time. We just needed more time to practice. We werent prepared for it at all.. If only we could do it a 2nd time... I am not saying abt redoing it but a 2nd chance would be nice.

You don't know

2010-09-03T08:57:00.001-07:00

I really wanted to KTV with my cg but I really think I shld go home.
Had been sick for 3 weeks. It's so irritating because I cant eat chicken (KFC... sigh)

Training is superly tough. I am so sleepy but I have to press on for the projects.

Ok I dont know what else to say. My mind is in a total blank state right now.

2010-09-02T07:57:00.001-07:00

Our hearts sank today.
Didnt expect the first project results to be that bad

2010-08-30T04:57:00.000-07:00

I have the luxury to surf net aimlessly.

I REALLY PRAY HARD that I pass my paper today. I just ditched all the formulas onto my paper, dont know if it make sense or not.

OH! AND I PASSED MY STAGE ASSESSMENT! How did I did it?? :)
Part of me wanted to redo it because I know it's out of leniency and God's grace that I passed.

Stomach is really bad today. Dont know why.

I am going to get iphone 4 from M1 :D That is if I manage to get it tml when the stocks arrive.

2010-08-29T03:42:00.000-07:00

The flu bug just wouldn't leave me :(
So sad..

I'm so happy for the SOT graduates - Wan Teng and Eileen. It's has been a power-packed journey but so proud that they made it through :)

I hope I do well tml despite my sickness.

I was glad I went church today. I felt like tearing throughout the entire service. Preaching by the china student was awesome. I can never preach like that.. not like I've preach before but ya..
Love the worship song though I cant rmb the exact lyrics.
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Jesus, You are all that I ever want and need. Everytime I think of You, it's more than enough for me. And I am contented that way.

2010-08-25T07:12:00.001-07:00

I am so motivated because of all the encouragements and expectations that people have on me :)
Thank you so much for believing in me though you don't know me personally.
I really needed that.
And because of your faith in me, I feel so blessed.

Glory be to God.

2010-08-19T09:03:00.000-07:00

I am so grateful and thankful to God for all the little blessings. It's amazing how God can place and use you in the marketplace to shine for Him without even you realizing how He did it, but He just did. I was glad that He placed good friends around me. They never fail to be there for me whenever I needed to satisfy my yoghurt cravings or to stand in the gap during buffer times.

I feel so loved :)

Awesome God!

2010-08-18T03:08:00.000-07:00

Allow me to brag :) I've got full marks for both papers! And passing mark is actually 80%...
I smart-guessed some ans by faith, or rather most of it; plus I didnt study for my papers. So i dont know how I did it cause i thought i would fail or pass marginally.

Susan must have been praying for me while I was doing the papers :D

OH WELL.
GOD IS SO GOOD TO ME. HEH!

Please cont'd to pray for me... puhhllleeeaaaasssseeee. I really need your encouragement.

2010-08-16T05:19:00.001-07:00

When I think about it, I get a little little big angry.

I am so overwhelmed by the lending courses today. The test went well today :)

I dont understand how my colleagues did it. They go out every night after lessons and report for work the next day.

2010-08-15T08:56:00.000-07:00

Thank God for the little blessings in life :)
Ash came to my tutee's house with a prima deli cake and celebrated my new job.

TEST IS ON TML!

I've got everything planned out this friday :)
PASTA AND DURIAN FEASTING with Joel and best friend. It's always so nice having them. Maybe catch a movie orrr... have let's tea somewhere. I know I always take Joel for granted but I cant help it because he is soooo nice. Always at my beck and call. WHY DO YOU OWN A CAR IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?!
AND AND AND he's driving Michelllly and I to eat bar chor meeeeeeeeeee on sat after GB :DDD
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. How convinent :))))

God is so good hoh!

Ohya, the BKK photos are up on FB. Heh

2010-08-13T08:45:00.000-07:00

Guess what? I ended up gg home instead of chilling at the tallest pub. I am so sticky and tired. Ew

I can hardly breathe.The 8 hours of training every day is draining me out and I am left with 4 more weeks to go. Completed all my 14 e-learnings :) So proud of myself, seriously. Had my 2nd test today and I am not gg to cross my fingers and hope for the best, but I will trust in God for my results. No news is good news.

The first major test is coming up on Monday. I know we are all going to make it through and say hello to sixth avenue. SOON!

God bless

2010-08-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

When I see everyone ard me who is a degree holder, I get so stressed out. And it really motivates me to get one as soon as I can. Studying is tough, so I guess doing it part time is doubly tough, considering that I have to work in the day.

Sometimes I hate to think too maturely. When people are playing computer games and hanging out, I am slogging at work. Others are able to manage their own time in the day and enjoying their student life, while I am in my working in my suit. The people that I meet at work raise my expectations about life. Yes, I do get financial satisfaction and I know I am vv vv vv vv blessed though I am stretched to my not-yet-limits. Is that too much for a young lady standing at 20? Nevertheless, I know it's God who made me who I am today.

When I started working, I kept asking myself: Whats next? The career path is laid out for me but IDK if i am able to do it. Sometimes its not good to be too forward looking because I seem to be planning the future for myself when I should be relying more on God's purpose and plan for me.
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It all boils down to hard work, isnt it?

And at this point in time, I want to continue believing and trusting God that He has brought me and will bring me through. I have always believed and know that all things shall work out good for those who love Him.

2010-08-06T09:08:00.000-07:00

I am back to my lecture days. :( :)
Dont know if I should be happy or not because I am so stressed up.
It's only the 3rd day.

2010-08-05T05:52:00.001-07:00

ITS FRIDAY TML! Finally...

Managed to survive the week.
Our morning flight back to SG was delayed for 5 hours! Noon and night flight was cancelled so it was the only flight back to SG that day. I was so so so worried that they might cancelled it last min cause I had to report to work the next day. I had such a great faith.

BKK is so dangerous but very exciting. Jonathan was so scared to hop on the tuktuk so he insisted on taking the taxi. Shopping was great and we overspent. It was the first time I walked till my legs couldnt take it.

On the last day, it was raining when we stepped out of Platinum mall. There was a major traffic jam so we daringly took the expensive mafia tuktuk, else we would have stuck at the place for hours. Took us one hr to get back to the hotel :(

I am still having BKK lag now. The next time would be better and I will defintely bring more $$.

2010-07-30T08:56:00.000-07:00

I've always wanted to try singing dual K. And it was awesome! :) It was the first time I didnt have to beat the clock because there's no need to shuffle the songs and no one fighting the mic with me.

I have to reach the airport in 5 hrs time. My lugguage is so empty cause i have to leave space for my shopping damage. :)

I am obsessed with airlines and everything that has to do with it.

I must rmb to get alcohol for my dad on my last day.

I NEED PRAYERS!. That I will spend my $ wisely and protection against bad weather. Most importantly, protection against terrorists. Thanks pple!

2010-07-26T09:13:00.000-07:00

When I was looking for my epi centre vouchers ytd night, one of my most recent birthday card fell out. I scanned through all the wishes and my eyes landed on one particular message written by someone. I begin to revamp the entire situation and the Holy Spirit reminded me of all the good times we had and the convenants that we made.

I gotta admit that the past few weeks had been hectic. I was struggling with mental warfare. I was disappointed and I blamed you for everything. For the things you did and did not do for me. I wanted to hold you responsible so as to make myself look like the victim. Little did I know that, as much as you werent there for me, I wasnt there for you either. I keep asking the same questions to myself. What do I really want? I think you could feel the tension too, I dont know.

And something amazing happened. I prayed for you that night, blessed you and took the first move. I got all my thoughts sorted out. It wasnt easy to put down my pride but I was able to do it with the help of the Holy Spirit. I dont know how are things gonna turn out but I have to let go of all the offences and grudges against you. And I did, completely.

I know that you will be reading my post and I really want to say that I'm very very very sorry for all the bad and selfish thoughts I had about you. I believe it's a process that I, or rather we, have to go through.

Nothing is ever smooth sailing, and I was glad I/we went through this trial. Through this trial, I have seen God's mercy and grace. And I am able to comprehend that love is kind, not selfish, not resentful; but rejoices in the right.

Above all else, I still love you so much. You meant a lot to me.

I'm sorry.

2010-07-24T10:02:00.000-07:00

I think its the devil playing with my mind, honestly.
PRAY!

Felt so convicted by Pastor Tan's sermon today.

Plan A didnt go well today. Didnt get to eat durians with Hui Teng.
So plan B was to watch Despicable me. I am not a fan of animated cartoon shows so it better be good. I wouldnt say it's fantastic, but it was not bad.
Thank God we got the seats though it was the first row, right in the middle. AND We laughed really loudly.

I am so thankful for all the lifts that Joel provided for me and my friends. I will rmb your birthday treat :)

2010-07-24T00:03:00.001-07:00

I seriously think that I should get my kitchen renovated so that I can get a pretty red hot and sexy oven. Just like the one at muffinman. . Then I can start on my baking regime and try out lotsa of crazy recipes. Just like KW, I only use brain power, sadly.

OMGOSH! Did i mention that muffinman has the most superb muffin :) It's so pricey but I will glady pay the price to satisfy and pamper by stomach and intestines.

OK. There are so many things that I got on my going-to-do list.
Going shopping @BKK with best friend, that's first.
I want to watch SALT because it's Angelina Jolie. Just like Shutter Island and Inception is Leonardo Dicaprio.
Have to settle down on my new job soon, get my leave booked for my december trip to China. Dad insists
Hire a private korean tutor. Not sure if I have the time to learn though.
Get my uni application done.
MY MACBOOK PRO. I know I've been saying it for years...oh well

SAVE SAVE SAVE! No more shopping and feasting after the BKK trip :) I'll try vv vv vv hard, I promise!

2010-07-22T08:36:00.000-07:00

Though I know that you are taking advantage of me, I am not angry. Thinking that it could be menopause... so..I shall forgive you. Because I know that we do not have much time left.

2010-07-19T08:18:00.001-07:00

Inception is such an awesome movie!
The person who came up with this movie has an IQ of 200 and those who can fully understand it after the first watch has an IQ of 199. (Because Joel claims that script writer is always smarter than watcher)
I can only comprehend 60% of it after my first watch; and 85% after my 2nd watch the following day.

When I walked into the bank, someone asked me this:
How do you feel when you are working while other pple your age are having fun out there?
And I answered him:
I still have my social life and I dont think I am missing out on the fun either. I am very happy at where I am right now.

2010-07-14T08:19:00.000-07:00

Joke of the day:
While taking the cardigen out from my bag, I fished out my dad's shirt instead.
Then I realised I grabbed my dad's shirt along my way out of the house and dumped it inside my bag w/o looking at it.
The thought of my dad searching high n low for his shirt is so funny.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.
You should have seen my dad's stunned face when he came home from work and saw his shirt on the sofa, right where he put it in the morning.

2010-07-13T08:17:00.000-07:00

I am so thankful for parents who save up for the well being of their kids.
Thanks MAMA PAPA! :)

2010-07-12T06:39:00.000-07:00

I am impressed. :)

Counting down to my BKK trip with best friend and Jonathan :)
I really hope that the hotel we booked online wasnt a scam because it's too cheap to be true, considering it's a 4 star hotel.

I am so sleepy cause the air con in the office is drying up my eyes.

2010-07-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

BANGKOK! :)
TERMINAL ONE AND ALCOHOL! MUCH LOVE
SSSSHHHOOOPPPPPIIIINNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGG

I LOVE TRAVELLING!

2010-07-02T09:26:00.000-07:00

I have never felt so lost before. At least not that I can rmb.

2010-07-01T07:50:00.000-07:00

Everything seems to be so nicely planned out. Everyone tells me I am blessed but what if I cant live up to that expectation? I know I should be very happy with my current situation. I dont know if I can do it. But it's all about faith, isnt it?

2010-06-29T08:12:00.000-07:00

It's hurting so badly.
My eyes are so sore from all the crying. I wonder how i'll look tml.

2010-06-07T07:29:00.000-07:00

My day didnt start well, but I got saved during lunch by Si Jia. We shared a salad lovingly made by yours truly (me) :) AWESOME. Times flies after lunch. Met Si Jia and Wei Yang for dinner cause I had been dreaming about kuay chap since last week. Packet some durians to Wei Yang's house and begin feasting. YUM. Trifle with the dog, pi dan for an hour before gg home.

2010-06-06T09:08:00.000-07:00

I know I haven't been putting my faith into practice and I am guilty of relying on my own strength and ability instead of His. Bad :(
I'm gonna trust Him for provision and I will believe.

My God is mighty to save :)
My author of salvation.

I love God.

2010-05-30T08:11:00.000-07:00

WEEKENDS are a total havoc.
No more lazing around because time is so precious. The guys are enlisting one by one.
Chalet was a blast!
Slept in the day and went out at night cause we had a car. :) I tell you, its so convinent; not having to worry abt catching the last train back and we can go whereever our brain cells lead us to.
Checked in on friday after stocking up food for bbq, took a nap before heading out for dinner at No Signboard restaurant and midnight K till 3am. Dealed Monopoly till 6 am before gg to sleep.
Drove to East Coast for awesome breakfast, grabbed bubble tea at A1 near TP, then got ready for bbq after a short nap. After the smelly bbq, drove to Suntec City for Chocolate at Max Brenner and took a stroll at Helix bridge, visited Marina Sands. Pretty! Slept at 3am that night.
Checked out, went for breakfast at Joo Chiat, went home to change and went for tuition, followed by Asia Conference. ROCK SOCKS.

UNIVERSAL STUDIO PICTS UP ON FB!
Chalet up next :)

2010-05-25T07:34:00.000-07:00

I am starting to like Maybank because we love freebies, right SI JIA? ;)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I forgot to bring my hp to work today so I can only be in touch with the outside world via my outlook.

Work was double :(

I hope I can leave early on thursday..

2010-05-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

Work was :( because I feel like I am engaging in some Vietnamese war.
Long and tiring hours but I thank God for lunch with Si Jia :D
It's our 3rd Pontian Far East wanton mee marathon. Had that for 3 consecutive lunches. It's highly addictive.

Guardian is gg Italy soon. I am starting to miss her and sometimes I just want her to know how much I love her. She's one of those whom I love so dearly and so close to my heart. Thanks for all the late night dinner and supper and hot soup and listening to me complain and laughter. I love you to bits, bottom of my heart :)

2010-05-23T08:49:00.001-07:00

UNIVERSAL STUDIO IS AWESOME TO THE POWER OF AWESOME!
Spent my sunday with a group of awesome friends :)
When we reached RWS (not RSW ok) at 1030, the queue was long.
Supposed to reach at 930 but somehow, I got lost at Vivo. Thanks to the Night Safari Wall Paper which misled me.
Rented the expensive locker to dump our bags before proceeding for the rides and tons of photoshoots!
Took photos with Shrek and P. Fiona (so pretty), Puss in boots (Horny cat who goes round hugging ladies), Madagascar, KUNGFU PANDA, Frankenstein, I-dont-know-name-of-chicken, Charlie Chaplin, and some super tall guy. SO CUTE CAN
So the first ride was 4d Shrek. A lil disappointing though cause I was expecting the ride to be more exciting with more shaking and vibration. Went for lunch and had giant 20 inch pizza (the biggest pizza I've ever seen).

Highlight of the day: REVENGE OF THE MUMMY. A fast speed indoor roller coaster with plunging, backward plunge, dropping, accelerating and jerking. I nearly backed out at the very last minute when the staff secured us with the safety thingy. I was even tempted when the couple sitting in front of me leave. Knowing that I would get scolded by Si Jia if I chicken out, I decided to go for it. AND I TELL YOU ITS THE SCARIEST RIDE of the day. It was really vv fast and the backward plunge was so scary. All I could rmb was me accelerating very fast in steep circles. The photo of me screaming was hideous. But still, I was glad I put my life on the line.

Junior roller coaster was faster than I expected. When it was accelerating, Chee Meng, who was sitting beside me, said "Wan Ying, zhen me ban?" "It's ok one la. Dont be scared." "AHHHHHHHHHHHH" And the roller coaster plunged down. After which, played some slow rides to balanced out. Watched special effect show (got us pretty wet cause we were standing at the first row), musical finale. Did some last minute shopping and dinner. Went to this fast food restaurant - Hambuger. Overpriced and I think Mac taste better.

Finally, we went to tour RWS at night because all the shops at Universal Studio close at 830pm. So early :(

I really wish we had taken the water rides but everytime we past by it, they had some technical issues. :(

So proud of Chee Meng! He has more guts for this as compared to the Disneyland at Paris.

ALL IN ALL. IT WAS A HAPPY SUNDAY.
Work tml :(

2010-05-22T08:12:00.000-07:00

It was an eventful night ytd. Went 85 market after work and Cash Studio for midnight K. Had to wake up at 730am for GB. Cancelled my tuition and went home to sleep before heading out to NSRCC for Si Yun's 21st party :)

UNIVERSAL STUDIO TML!

Thank God for the upcoming 4 day work week.
I can smell Asia Conference. :D
And chalet of course.

2010-05-20T07:39:00.000-07:00

YAY! I signed up for SD Marathon 2010!
Being the 400th + participant, I received a goody bag :)

Work was :( today.

Graduation 2010

2010-05-19T08:04:00.000-07:00

After working so hard for 3 years, the long awaited piece of paper finally came.
No, in fact, being enrolled in a prestigious diploma (I am bias), we received 6 additional certs :)

UNIVERSAL STUDIO!

I've got to get my Uni application done ASAP.

2010-05-18T06:45:00.000-07:00

ITS PAY DAY!!! :)

SD marathon is here, anyone? Come to think of it, I ought to give it a 2nd thought since they didnt give me my certificate last year.

2010-05-17T09:55:00.000-07:00

I am so sorry.
Though I dont know what am I apologizing for.

It's getting late and I should go sleep soon.

2010-05-14T10:13:00.000-07:00

We spent the night talking about who's hot and who's not.

2010-05-12T10:07:00.000-07:00

I am soooo happy today because I drove yh's dad car for the first time :) with all my dear friends screaming hysterically at the back seat and yh nagging into my ears.
But I am still happy
We should drive to the beach someday!
The highlight of the day - I SENT A GUY HOME.
It's the first after 20 years, so ahemcheemengahem, you better be feeling honoured.
I know you can walk home but you chose to scream in the back seat. THANK YOU!

Dont laugh at me can?
P Plate driving a merc. MY FATHER RICH CANNOT ISIT?!

I think I sound like some three-year-old kid who just received a candy.

2010-05-11T07:22:00.000-07:00

I dont like Fish and Co. I think I just threw my $ into thin air and it disappeared with a "pop".

Omgosh. IDK what to blog about.
Hehe

I want to travel. Fly me to the moon. Whee~~

2010-05-05T05:54:00.000-07:00

My korean test is tml and I really feel like giving up :(

Work is ok.

I dont know what else to talk about because my mind is in a blank state right now.

2010-05-03T08:57:00.000-07:00

So, I got my driving license today :)
Seems like my 3 mths of crashed course + $ didnt go down the drain.
It felt like a dream come true since it was a belated 2009 resolution.
Who cares if I'm getting a car or not, license is what matters. I can go for refresher course any time I want.
My net worth is now up by .. urm.. let's see, prolly 1000 units?

I am so sleeeeeeeepy.

So did you pass?
Sigh.. I got awarded 22 points. So I failed.
Oh no.. R u sad?
Of course la. But why do you sound so happy?
I'm not. Dont cry ok? You can cry in my bosom when you reach home. Do you want me to break the news to dad? He will defintely laugh at your failure.
No, its fine. I'll tell him when I get home. Dont breathe a word to him.

2010-05-01T08:29:00.000-07:00

Wan Ying feels so blessed :)
I was texting friends, hoping that someone would be available to watch Ip Man 2 w me after dinner today. Just then, I received a text from best friend, saying she's got free tix!
The movie is awesome!
Since the movie was at Vivo, Hui Teng and I decided to explore RWS.
We went for a lomantic stroll.
RSW resembles Genting a lil.. a lil only.
It's so prrreeetttttyyy~~
And I cant wait to go Universal Studio!
Whee!

I begin to see things in a different light after I started working. Good and bad.

When I was on the train, I thought of you.
For no reason.
You visited me silently, then left. And here you are again.

2010-04-29T07:14:00.000-07:00

THE VIDEO by yours truely IS SO TOUCHING!
The opening speech by Jul and Jesher made me feel like tearing :)
It basically took up abt 10 mins of the entire video. AND YOU GUYS CAN REALLY ACT HUH.
Wei Zhi gave a presentation and welcoming speech cause i am hitting the big 2 highway.
Michelle and Darren are super cute can!
Victoria is so cute cause she read everything off her post it! :)
Alvin is so serious!
Cheryl and Wan Teng are so lovely.
Euzanne is FTW and touching.
GFIC and her bro are like clones.
CM and Jon are so sweet.
Eileen has a vv sweet voice! Love her singing.
Andy's one is pretty long but whats with the I. Hahahah. So convicting..
Zeng An's english is superb. It's gotta do with the MAC.
Justin's speech is soooo mature. Let it be a prophesy.
Miss Jo is soooo lecturer!
Thanks Yh for making it happen.

I hope I didnt miss out anyone.

Basically throughout the 30 mins of video, I was laughing and on the verge of tearing.
THANKS FOR TAKING OUT THE QUALITY TIME TO RECORD IT!

Thanks for all the gifts and treats and love messages via text and fb :)
Thanks dad for getting the cake even though I told you not to.
Thanks mom for preparing breakfast.

I LOVE E418 and E98! You are the reason why I feel loved and blessed.

GOD IS AMAZINGLY AWESOME. Always the same, yesterday today and forever!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER! I LOVE YOU LOADS.

2010-04-28T06:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!
It's not like he's gg to read this but its the thoughts that count right? :)

It's sister's bday tml!

2010-04-27T06:36:00.000-07:00

I really dont want to fail my driving. I need prayers and God's grace.

AWFULLY CHOCOLATE FTW

Thanks for everything E418 and E98. You guys are the reason why I always feel blessed.

2010-04-26T08:13:00.000-07:00

I was really surprised that my monopoly deal clique celebrated my birthday during lunch today :)
Really wasnt expecting that.
YOU GUYS R REALLY AWESOME AND I FEEL (see, its in present tense) REALLY BLESSED.
LOVES.

I love E418!

Work is fine and God is amazing.

2010-04-23T09:00:00.003-07:00

WE MONOPOLY DEAL!
It's super addictive!! :)
Why doesnt Iphone have an app for it?

At the foot of Your cross, I lay down my life. Wholly surrendered to You.

2010-04-21T07:58:00.000-07:00

UNIVERSAL STUDIO!
It's been ages since I last shopped in SG.
AND TOBASCO IS SUPER NICE!

My blog posts are getting shorter because all my brain cells are invested at work.

2010-04-20T07:19:00.000-07:00

MAPLESTORY.
No time to earn messos cause I am busy earning SGD now.
The good O times of killing fire boars.

I am prolly one of the lousiest korean student.
I can read hangul ok but its just that my brain is slow.

I wonder if my cousin knows that I think about him all the time. Hmmm...
Think I shld give him a ring.

2010-04-19T07:21:00.000-07:00

SHUTTER ISLAND IS ELMOLLY GUCCILY AWESOME.
IMPRESS MY SOCKS OFF :)

I want to get the novel (:

I love intellectual movies. I know I am boring ok.

2010-04-18T08:22:00.000-07:00

THE CONCERT WAS AWESOME! :D
Ah Xing is super cuuuuuttttteeeee!

God is good :)

2010-04-14T09:08:00.000-07:00

Hahahahahahahhaha.
Oh no.. I dont know what to blog about how?

Heheheheheheheh
I am so hungry now

I am so happy :D
And I dont know why.

It's crazy

2010-04-12T07:48:00.000-07:00

God is amazing. He showed me how I looked like last week.
The truth is disappointing and yea, like what Jul said, I feel like throwing a pile of sand at her and slap you silly.

For some reason, work is fine today :)
Make it double.

I feel so loved by all my dear friends :)
You guys are superbly awesome and I feel really blessed.
I know its not out of obligations but your love for me.
SO TOUCHED!

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Titled: The room. I was in a room, walking down the aisle and browsing at every tag on the bookshelf that represents my life. The tags include - boys whom I had dated, friends that I had gossiped about, lies I had told, Jokes I laughed at, Things I had done in anger etc.... The cards, that were classified according to the various tags, were each signed with my signature. Those small and big dirty secrets that I am so ashamed of, I wished it didnt happen. I've tried so hard to hide them all.

Then, I saw Him. As he began to open up cards, I waited in silence, anticipating what is going to happen next. He took out the cards one by one, read it and began to sign His name over mine. His name shouldnt be on these cards. I reached over and shouted "No" But there it was, written in red and with his blood.

This beautiful dream by Josh Harris made me tear.

2010-04-10T08:20:00.000-07:00

The Life Book event was super fun! :D
I am so proud of my cousin who acted so well by imitating the unglamorous scene from The Click. I didnt know you could do that. Haha.. When I saw him on stage, I witnessed the transformation that God had brought upon him. I was glad.
Nevertheless, everyone did well tonight.

"Thank you for loving God and loving one another"

I get excited over the little things.
CAMPBELL SOUP CUM DELIFRANCE @ JUL'S PLACE!
MAYDAY CONCERT
TAMPOPO

God is more interested in our character.

"Why are guys made taller than girls?"
"So that they are able to smell girls' hair"

The right thing at the wrong time is the wrong thing.

2010-04-09T09:05:00.000-07:00

ITS THE 800th POST! :D

I am currently in this love-hate relationship. In the beginning, I was kinda skeptical because everything he wrote sounded superficial to me. But as I moved on, I couldnt agree more. Page 38 - illustrates sth that is oh-so-familiar. "He asked me out, but I am just afraid that when we started dating, it would affect our friendship."

My friend and I were discussing about relationship issues over lunch today. Our views are entirely different. He made dating and breaking sound so simple. He asked me "Do you date with the intention to get married?" I wasnt sorry when I replied a yes. I mean why should you waste your time dating someone whom you wouldnt even considering marrying.

Someone told me this: When you begin to sort out your thoughts, it is possible. Thanks to Joshua Harris, I have finally understood what it means.

The joy of intimacy is the reward of commitment and being single is a gift from God. I have come to realise that :)

I've got to exercise my faith and trust God more. Ultimately, I know what I am aiming for. It's just that sometimes.... I do side track and give in to temptations. I'm not perfect but I thank God for His mercy and grace. I am still here.

I KISS DATING GOODBYE. MUCH LOVE. FTW.

and

I MISS YOU BADLY (:

2010-04-08T07:32:00.001-07:00

YOU MADE MY DAY!
What's the first thing you do when you turn on your lappy?
I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED IT BY JUST A SEC!!
You start to looK out for that familiar DP
MY DAY IS GOOD
So long as the status is green, knowing that he/she is home safely.
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT
You are contented.
I AM SO SLEEPY
If's it red, the 5 W and question marks will start bombarding your head.
GOD IS GOOD

Can you identify with me?

2010-04-07T18:23:00.000-07:00

Do you always wonder what that someone is doing, who is he/she with right now, what he/she is doing now?

I do that all the time.

2010-04-07T07:34:00.000-07:00

The first 5 hours or work was bad enough. Followed by 3 long, slow and terrible hours. And the last 2 hours was adrenalin pumping and I was actually enjoying the tension. Sounds sick huh. Still, I praise God for that :)

I really need to find some time for a HTHT with HSLD

God is stretching my capacity. The old me would prolly just take MC and stay home to recuperate, wallow in self pity and whine non stop to GF. But I have stopped being so selfish. I have to go on despite how lousy I feel cause I am not living for myself anymore. I gotta admit that my attitude sucks because I allow my emotions get the better of me. My body is there but my soul is not. I am so sorry. :(

2010-04-06T06:55:00.000-07:00

I had a paper cut today but it doesnt hurt.
I am so overwhelmed by my first korean lesson today.

STUPID KUAN WEI.
NO MORE PRATA FOR YOU.

I know this is vv last minute but.... MAYDAY CONCERT, anyone?

2010-04-05T08:03:00.000-07:00

I am kissing the ugly frog every day. Croak croak. EWwww

Thank God for Hui Teng and Mrs Phee :)
Though I only finished half of my dinner, at least I am eating instead of swallowing.
Pardon me for I do not have the guts to do it.

2010-04-05T04:04:00.000-07:00

What a great day at work :(
bleagh

HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW

It's all my fault. My bad.

2010-04-04T04:00:00.001-07:00

It hurts.
Even my sister could tell.

2010-04-03T21:12:00.001-07:00

Can I give up?

2010-04-03T07:21:00.000-07:00

Easter production is great, as always :)

I've got three hugs today! :)
Tell me, who is able to resist hugs?
I love Zeng An and Vivien so much so much.

You want to love, but you are afraid of getting hurt.
You want to give up, yet you want to be pursued.
When impatience got the better of you, you made your stand.
You ponder over and over again but nothing gets done.
Unspoken questions left unanswered.
So what's now, I wonder.

2010-04-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

I M BACK FROM MY 5 days VACATION.
I dont like the feeling of returning to my normal life.

Just when I was about to leave home, I got a text from number 3. :) :) :)
What a perfect timing to know that I am being missed.

The trip was perfeeeecct :) Slept at 3 am every day and came back with zero cents.

DAY ONE
I was sleeping all the way so the journey felt like 2 hours only. We reached the mountain top at abt 3.30AM. Headed str to Starbucks and started tapping on the wireless, played cards and went for dim sum in the morning before checking in at 1200. Took a nap till 1500 and took the cable car. Everyone bought sour plums except for me. Had that tom yam that Si Jia been craving for as dinner, sang 4 hrs of K, watched the best movie ever - Pandora Box. Went back to hotel at 3am. OVERSPENT.

DAY TWO
Woke up at 1200, went for dim sum at Ah Yat Abalone. As it was raining, we didnt go to the themepark, so did some shopping instead and got some stuff. Dinner was buffetting at Resort Hotel. Bought chips and drinks and returned to the hotel to play monopoly deal till 3am. BROKE

DAY THREE
YH packet mac breakfast for us so we have the luxury to sleep slightly later before heading to KL. The bus ride to KL was terrriibblleee. It felt like the wheels were gg to fall out anytime so i was holding my breath all the while. The Legend Hotel was breath-taking. Mind you, its 5 star and the room is big :) It was raining again so we went to THE MALL, which was just beside the hotel and did some shopping. Rented brolly from the counter and took the monorail to Chinatown. It's paradise for piracy supporters. Didnt buy anthing there. Ate A&W and bak kut teh at the roadside (my request :) ). Went back hotel to play cards. STILL SURVIVING

DAY FOUR
Woke up early for buffet breakfast. IT'S REALLY GOOOOOOD OK. I had 3 bowls of porridge. Took monorail to Times square. The shopping monster starts kicking in. But I only bought a dress. Had bird nest cause all of us were so thirsty. Walked to KLCC under the scorching sun cause Jonathon wanted to go up the tower. We accomodated to his request, sadly. Dropped by Sungei Wang to search for curry paste. Thanks to Jon, most of my MYR got robbed cause I bought 2 pairs of levi's. Yh got gucci wallet. KLCC = paragon. In return, Jon cabbed us back and he didnt even buy anything. What a waste. Had expensive dinner buffet at hotel. OYSTERS, had 3 plates of sea cucumber and vege, SASHIMI, CHOCOLATE FONDUE. Return to hotel to play cards. I WON 10 MYR! HANGING ON

DAY FIVE
Woke up just in time to be late for breakfast. :( So ended up having KFC beside the hotel. NO NICE LA. Pepsi doesnt taste like pepsi. Returned to hotel to pack up and played card games till we got chased out cause we didnt check out. Went starbucks to tap on wireless and waited for coach. Ohya, you can get starbucks every ten steps you take in Msia. Got some junk food along the way so I can please my parents. Spent the remaining on dinner. PENNILESS.

Have to unpack tomorrow :(
Thanks for carrying our luggage. APPRECIATE IT. I bet it was 3 times heavier than day 1.
Pictures up on FB soon.

AH. It's work on monday :(

2010-03-27T19:48:00.000-07:00

I have yet to pack my lugguage. Contemplating whether to bring handcarry or pull pull. I know the guys will help me to carrrrrry right? ;)

When I was thirteen, I wanted to be a happily married mom at the age of seventeen (go ahead and laugh). The future seemed so bright and I thought I was in control. When I reached sweet sixteen, I then realise it was nothing but self delusion.

K. I gotta finish my yearbook writeup. :(

2010-03-27T12:19:00.000-07:00

You are such a turn off and you just stepped on my last nerve.

I am gg to sleep with the lights on today.

I know we'll make this vacation good :D
Let's just do it.

Easter is coming!

How can we hang up if the line is dead?

2010-03-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

I dont know where to begin! HOW HOW HOW?
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
All I can rmb is the 24 hr coffee shop.

SLEEP SLEEP!

AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH

Ohya! And I wasnt sorry that it went right through the hole in Chinatown. :D